|
[25 Sep 2004|12:18am] |
|
shit, im drunk and lonely!
|
|
| fuck!!!! |
[18 Sep 2004|01:22pm] |
|
well after i went to jail the first time, i told myself i wouldnt ever go back. hahahaha that was a big lie. so ya, i was in the drive thru at taco bell and a cop started shinning his lights at my car so thought that was weird. what the fuck was going on? so i got my food and saw the cop sittin in his car waiting for me. i sat there a sec to check my food and so he stopped too. the rest is hard to explain but ya i flipped a bitch and tried to lose him but...so i spent the night in jail once again. the food is so disguisting. and they watch u undress to put on there little jumpsuits. that was very uncomfortable. im just an idiot for everything that has gone down lately.
|
|
|
[08 Sep 2004|02:21am] |
|
wow life is pretty awesome right now
|
|
|
[06 Sep 2004|01:11am] |
| [ |
music |
| |
garden state soundtrack (its awesome) |
] |
when is life and whoever controls mine going to give me a break? give me something to smile about? turn me around? a chance? anything? a beautiful world? something i wish or pray for? or nothing at all, just a little happiness? someone? to hold? to kiss? to hug? to make me feel lovely? an answer? a chin up? a rescue? a friend? even better, a good friend? someone to take walks with and have long conversations? light? one that wont fuck me over and over and over? a future? but mostly a present? a beauty qween? a kc and my whitstone? an understanding of someone? i guess we all want things but never receive them. its sucks but i will always keep hope if there is such thing. good night.
|
|
|
[05 Sep 2004|12:42am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
sleepy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
engine down- intent to pacify |
] |
all you need is love. love is just a game. i was made for lovin u baby u were made for lovin me. the only way youve loved me baby is to pay a lovely fee. just one night give me just one night. theres no way cause u cant pay. in the name of love, one night in the name of love. you crazy fool. i wont give into you. dont leave me this way cause i cant survive without tour sweet love oh baby dont leave me this way. you would think that people have had enough of silly love songs. i look around me and i see that isnt so. some people want to fill the world with silly love songs. well, whats wrong with that? i'd like to know cause here i go again. love lifts us up where we belong where eagles fly on a mountain high. love makes us up like we are fools...throw our lives away for one happy day. we could be heroes just for one day. you will be mean and ill drink all the time. we should be lovers. we cant do that. we should be lovers and thats a fact. no nothing will keep us together. we could steal time just for one day. we could be hereos forever and ever just because i will always love you. how wonderful life is now that your in the world.
|
|
|
[28 Aug 2004|10:11pm] |
i recomend everyone go see garden state (the movie, if u are stupid and didnt know) and then go have sex with men or women.
suck my poopshoot!
|
|
|
[28 Aug 2004|10:06pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
chipper |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
engine down- pantomine |
] |
billie jean is not my love, she is just a girl. hmm
|
|
|
[23 Aug 2004|02:37pm] |
|
everyone go dollar bowling!
|
|
|
[13 Aug 2004|01:58am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
depressed as fuck u evil witch |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
the blood brothers "new" |
] |
well i am told that one person and alot of others think i have changed for the worse that that all them others are too pussy to say anything. so i want everyone who thinks that to let me know because thats just shady. i dont talk shit behind anyones back so y do u have to. people think that im cold hearted and really really mean? huh. i dont care. you all are evil and quit being fucking pussies and talk to me about it.... i was sad at first that u were leaving but now i know its for the better. we can both move on.
|
|
|
[12 Aug 2004|12:08pm] |
|
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha i saw something that was very funny last night and thats all im gonna say cuz i dont want to piss a curtain someone off. it was a very natural and beautiful thing but funny cause i saw a boob. anywho...its 12 on thursday morning and i havnt gone to sleep yet from last night. real shitty huh. ya and now i have to go to work for 9 hours at walmart in an hour. its cool i get paid paid today so.
|
|
|
[08 Aug 2004|12:27am] |
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
|
|
|
[05 Aug 2004|01:43am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
cranky |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
clue: i didnt mean to make you feel out of place... |
] |
this website is so depressing. cause a kid carries his walkman on that longless ride to omaha. everything else just sounds like a lie. uh huh. anyways. sorry to max and dana for getting their wisdom taken out today. i still got mine so im neater. i was wrapped in a towel passed out on the floor. get on that fucking cross cause that all ur good for you dirty dirty whore. today i went to chipotle, watched memento by myself, went to the lake, murdered a dead chicken, and watch the big bounce. thats it. im boring. and u know.... at first i was afraid. i was petrefied. i couldnt live my life without you by my side. and i spent so many nights thinking how u did me wrong but i grew strong i learned how to get along and now ur back from outerspace. i think im gonna go to bed but this cigerette it could sa duce a nation with its smoke. its purring.
|
|
|
[03 Aug 2004|01:05pm] |
I took my love and took it down I climbed a mountain, I turned around And I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill 'til a landslide brought it down Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life? Well, I've been afraid of changing cause I've Built my life around you Time makes you bolder Even children get older And I'm getting older, too I'm getting older, too I took my love and took it down I climbed a mountain, I turned around And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hill The landslide brought it down The landslide brought it down
|
|
|
[12 Jun 2004|11:57am] |
|
everything fuckin sucks. i work too much and i have a feeling this summer is gonna suck. girls suck. curtain ones do most.
|
|
| Danger! |
[01 Jun 2004|03:05pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
blah |
] |
well yes so jon royer, kyle, lanie, and myself went over to this chris harmoth's house last night at about midnight and told his parents he stole my wallet and used the money for cocaine and she was like, "my chris!" and we said "yes." and she said, "let me go get him." The kid came outside and totally denied it and i think i might have saw a tear in there somewhere. so we said "well, looks like we are gonna have to resolve this with THE POLICE!" DUN DUN DUNNNN. ok well yes so the cops came and they couldnt do a whole lot so they just went up and talked to the kid and his parents and they said, "ya man, i could tell that little bitch was lying but unfortunatly we cant do anything" so i said "fuck that! go arrest him now or else u are gonna meet my friend, bootinface!" they said "settle down boy", "will it make u feel better if we go rough him up alittle, if u know what i mean?" i said yes and they did and then they left and im still screwed. this is not the end of this. i WILL get my revenge! hahahahahahahahahahaha (evil) hahahahahahaha
|
|
|
[26 May 2004|12:28pm] |
|
holy crap. i didnt sleep at all last night. my arms hurt so bad u have no idea. i was having arm spazems or cramps or something. they fucking hurt so bad. fuck those thingys.
|
|
|
[24 May 2004|05:30pm] |
|
I GRADUATED!!!!!!!!! FUCK HIGH SCHOOL! IM GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT!
|
|
|
[19 May 2004|11:40am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
muther fuckin shit ass hot nut |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
MAE |
] |
i drank breast milk last night and its really good. i made it into strawberry breast milk too and it was great. its kinda sweet. im gonna try it with cereal today. if anyone wants any let me know, i got connections. anyways i have 4 classes until i graduate fucking gay ass awesome high school. OMG! skiddimer rink e dink e do skiddeimer rink e do I...LOVE...YOU!
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|